Saturday, August 11, 2012

Polished Pebble at the side of the road

Ever had that feeling when you see something strange and funny happening in front of you, passively knocks your conscience as you empathize being in the same situation yourself? Back in 2003 I met this old gentleman, wearing a skull cap covering his gray hairs punctuated by old fashioned ethnic beard. He seemed kind of a meek fellow. The kind of person  you would otherwise ignore if you were too young to recognize the existence of old people. I was looking for a friend of mine when he came up to me, and asked if I was looking for that guy who plays good cricket. I was taken aback when I realized that he can actually speak, and had an opinion about someone I knew. He pointed his finger at a nearby park and said he last saw him there moments back. As I was about to nose dive back to reality where old people are encouraged to stay away from the younger generation, he asked me if I liked mathematics. 
A quick flash back startled me how my life revolved around this subject. Back to the time when I was punished for not knowing what parallel lines are, to the era when my parents would beat me with a ruler if I wrote something wrong to the time I finally cracked fooling people into believing that I am actually good at this. The trick was simple, spend more time in the theory, go through the solved questions and try to get the answers for the unsolved parts. I never really touched the ones whose answers werent available. It is amazing how once after gaining interest in a new field, one tries to mingle  and weave it with everything else one cares of. Soon I was drawing more and more parallel lines while sketching, started using some of the theorems as jokes and also tried to make a small bridge connecting a pure but dead subject with chaotic but real real-life. 
To the question, I said that I liked mathematics and turned my face towards the park. "How would you prove sin²x + cos²x = 1?" I said, "Well there are numerous ways of proving it. Like the unit circle method, graphical method, Pythagoras theorem, etc." He asked, "Can you prove it in two lines?" I said,"Well not two but how about four and I promise I wont use too much ink writing it?"
What happened next was simply epic. He said that he invented a new method to get to this identity. As I was a self proclaimed maths enthusiast, I tried to show off concern. He said, "You know the formula, sin²x= 1 - cos²x ?" I knew where it was going. I swear, I already felt bad. He continued, "Now just rearrange it to get  sin²x + cos²x = 1." I wish I could laugh at it. To be honest, I just felt intimidated. Here is one person, not much left in his life, trying to drift pebble on river bed. 
Whenever I find myself in the same chasm, I tell myself, I am not alone. There are many more engineers.


Saturday, June 16, 2012

And I kept throwing pebbles at your shadow that graced the tide of my mind... trying hard to blur it with ripples but then i fell short of pebbles thus the easel reinstated itself now with more prominence... untouched n unmarked... just like the replica of the same I 1s had in my conscience.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Hey...
Don't know who I'm talking to but just want to say that ... huh why is this sentence so long !
Well lets keep it short. Short and nice. Nice n ... well leave it !
Man! It's so tough to write when your mind is all blank.
I wish .. ..
Well I don't remember the last I wished for anything.
Bye :

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Bull Shit

Dear Breathers,
This is my blog and I'll simply write what ever comes to my mind. This time it's about my life.
To loft off my lofty thoughts about my want-loft life (sorry Shakes...) I must say it for real that I hate talking about myself though I am from IIT and there are too many Is in my sentence. I confess that life has been seemingly strange for me. As one of my friends said - "Life is a roller coaster so what ? Should I do it 10 times ?" Never mind... That's my way of sharing frustration with other inhalers.
Bull Shit is an ambitious and kinda snazzy stride which depicts my Life in much of a nonlinear fashion (Courtesy: Pulp Fiction). Nonlinear as the chain of events don't follow a particular time line. I may start off with my first love and then mention my first crush or for that matter mention my slapping a guy while drunk after than my breaking bottles in a restaurant. Hope the beholders aren't bereft of enthusiasm already. Or may be, I might mention something about my exciting Life that u otherwise would have never known.
If you are a novice... as in you don't know me well then please forget that I wrote this Blog 'coz I love leading contrasting lives and enjoy juxtaposing them to make a collage of tit-bits called Life. Believe me, It's a nice experiment to play with your life and not worry about others for a change. At least I would say... Give your life a chance!

Yours truly,
Doodle
R.I.P.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Dear Dana,

Life at times take a sharp turn, speeds up, careens, screeches... dart straight into the garage just to realize it wasn't fun 'coz no one watched. While, life's engaged in the making of a show stopper you forget to realize that you are the one driving the Mitsubishi.

It was never luck but choices u make that causes The Butterfly Effect...

Life without a crush is boring huh ? I wish you were here to answer me. I always thought you must have been too busy back then... This is a small compensation for all that we missed. You know I even wrote a pretty lame poem for you. Too lame to be mentioned perhaps.

Well! I still remember the first time I saw you. Perhaps, eight years back. Ummm... with braces I guess. What ever small colloquy you had... congealed the air around. I felt it 'coz I was there. I was too lame to think it in the wrong way... too shy to tell any one... and too pathetic to realise you'r no more. Never mind what happens infant stays infant. We get over it. But again there's a small infant in me that still misses you.

I hope you don't mind. I had to write this no matter how lame it sounds and no mater how waste of time it would be for you to read it... I really miss you. Please don't go by what people thinks... I think therefore You are.

With regards,
Fan-atic

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Friday, August 29, 2008

After lightening, during shower and before sunshine

Tired of seclusion, my body budge;
To a pedestal to gormandize my grudge.
Indifferent to the mammoth lightening fang;
My cold sweat drizzled through my face that the earth drank.

No one barred me as I was in a run;
I cared not anybody, not even the sun.
The complexion of the black cat with black eye having black tail changed;
Hey! It's the God's spear that changed the estranged.

Thwarted by His power;
My cold body felt warm as it began to shower!
Again in the secluded scene;
I darted below the roof, where all had been.

Hitting the Earth with sharp thud;
As if the dart darting towards it's prey for blood.
Back to my sense as I dozed;
Ah! How has it been juxtaposed?

Rich and poor under the same blanket praying for Him;
"God please return us your lightening dim."
They know not religion, they know not creed;
They are now the underdogs of the same breed!

Thy power is enormous, Thy power is unrestrained;
This gives my heart a hell lot of pain!
Why haven't you created u perfect with your power abate ;
Who would make our life one's more elate!

A paper boat was seen, thinking itself a king;
Nostalgia with itself bring!
Do I have any song to sing
Except the knell :- "Ding Dong Ding!"

Why did you suck our innocence;
Without doing any kind of discrepance!
Now we are all hard core;
Having heart of evil and face of boar!

'Silence!', He said and silence he mean;
'Don't thy dare to void thy spleen'
'You fool, You mortal, stop thy fight'
'Realize the beauty of the shimmering sunlight!'

Seeing the sunshine, the sound of bird's chirping came;
Hasn't He the right on us to blame?
The birds praised the All Mighty's flame.

Men ran carrying their dupe;
Haven't I any reason to stand there bare...
And stoop?


Thursday, August 28, 2008

SORROW

Once a lay-man said,
Adversities are crunchier than bread;
It's tough to swallow though,
But, it is a necessary foe;
A foe that's ruthless, a red chilly ant,
A monster, who wears no pant;
A leach that makes a furrow,
A hormone that secretes sorrow;
You might have heard philosophers say...
Adversities are spicier than the Bengal Bay;
I being among those who are tired of it,
They say, 'Boy! You have just tasted a bit';
Oh! God, You know, the Truth knows,
Then why are... r u... among those?